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Finally meet someone worth my time and we can't be together.
Said we can't hangout because it only teasing us.
Loved his heart way too much.
If it seems too good to be true
It's because it is.
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[28 Jan 2008|10:21am] |
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I just ever so badly want you in my life.
But you're no good for me.
Please forgive me.
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[26 Nov 2007|03:35pm] |
I just can't do it anymore.
I'm sorry.
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| Let's keep it posi |
[12 Nov 2007|12:14pm] |
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Life is going very well lately.
Started hanging out with some old friends again and am ever so grateful to have them in my life.
Work has been stressful lately. We've been so busy and understaffed. Wa wa. BUT I did get a raise.
My brother should be getting out by April. It's been almost two years since I've seen him.
Sterling in going to be home in two weeks from Iraq.
My sister's life is turning around as is my mothers.
I'm just grateful.
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[07 Sep 2007|07:58am] |
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I'm ETT bitchessssssss
I'm pumped on life. Just around the corner is ETL and I'm stokedddddd.
Three months till Salt Lake City!
Love you all.
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| Blackberry Pearl |
[31 Aug 2007|02:03pm] |
I have them!!!!!!!!
No big deal.
I wanted to inform you guys that with the company I work for I can get the new blackberry pearls (white, black, and a few others) for free!
But, only for a few days. Its a promotion just for a short time.
let me know if you want one. Gotta get it while you can.
I am.
805-710-4841
♥
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[29 Aug 2007|08:35am] |
So I thought I'd let you guys know that i just started working for this amazing phone company,
I can get phones and wireless cards for laptops very easily and for really cheap money.
any brand new phone i got have; verizon, t-mobile, at&t, sprint, nextel, alltel, disney, etc.
just let me know If you're ready to step up. Thanks.
Call me or message me.
(805)710-4841
♥
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[21 Aug 2007|11:38am] |
Life is perfect.
I love where I'm at in my life.
I miss a lot of my friends right now but we're all so busy with things. So I understand.
My friend got kicked out of her house and I made her move in with me.
Lets pray that it all stays amazing.
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[01 Aug 2007|01:37pm] |
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I'm beginning to lose faith and hope in myself.
I feel like I'm becoming a failure. In no ones eyes but my own.
I can't even explain the way I feel lately but I'm just over it all. I just want to be in control of my life and I feel like I'm never going to get there. It's killing me and it's tearing my heart apart right now. I feel like I can't even breathe without someone being on my back. I look at myself and see a person who has done nothing with themselves and I hate it. I feel like Im becoming the person I never thought I would be and It's so hard. I just want to be truely happy and I don't even know what it would take to get me there. I hate it so much right now. I just don't understand whats going on. I don't want to be a disappointment. That's all.
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[12 Jun 2007|11:06am] |
It's my birthday!
Yay for me!
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[06 Jun 2007|08:20am] |
Birthday's in less than a week.
I have no plans other than going down south.
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[29 May 2007|07:05pm] |
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You confuse me so much sometimes.
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| Look at what an old friend said about me. |
[24 May 2007|08:38pm] |
"with that being said, good luck to you. hope everything's fine and dandy. I'm glad you wrote this, because if i had seen you i probably would've punched you in the mouth for the past disrespect. I think its funny that every person that i held so close fucked themselves over by harming the strong friendship-you, amy silva and tricia lane. Ive always loved you danny, and always will-tricia and amy can rot in hell and if they were dying of thirst in the street id spit on them and laugh. I dont want you to think i hate you or want bad to come to you, i just dont see any point in being friends. "
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha Too bad she's the one that turned her back on me.
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[23 May 2007|09:59am] |
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My Birthday's June 12.
I'll be 20.
Hmm.
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[20 May 2007|12:21pm] |
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Life's been a roller coaster as always.
I love my life though. I'm trying not to take things for granted.
The friends and family I have. My relationship with God.
Everything that I have been blessed with.
It's just truly amazing and I don't know why I let things get me down.
There is no reason for it at all.
I need to try and stay positive. Whether things are going bad or not.
They could always be worst and it all happens for a reason. That's what I need to remember.
I'll be alright in the end because as least I have people that love me and I always have my heart to keep me going through the day.
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[09 May 2007|01:57pm] |
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I need to figure out who I am now a days.
Figure out if I'm proud of who I'm becoming.
What I want out of life.
I feel like I'm in a rut.
Like I'm not going anywhere.
I'm afraid that I'm going to fail at life. haha.
The thing that scares me the most though
Is that God will be dissapointed in me.
Is it normal to always want to leave the place you live.
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[12 Apr 2007|11:05am] |
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I just wrote the longest fucking journal and it got deleted. Fuck you live journal!
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| Pumpedddddd |
[02 Apr 2007|04:48pm] |
"Amy Marie Silva, I freakin love you!
I just got my easter package
from you and it's amazing!
You're the most amazing friend
and angel of God ever!
I would call you right now
but I'm doing business,
I'm gonna call you tonight k?
Much love <3"
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| Peace |
[30 Mar 2007|07:32pm] |
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I'm taking a time out on life.
I'll be back eventually.
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